Everything had been coming so fast! I cant even count how many 'disaster' I had make it through...
Once again.. The LYNN's 'CYBER BULLY' thing came in!
WHAT THE HELL!
Although I did not do anything or even contribute anything.. but I was part of it...
Everybody think that I must be crazy to admit it to DM as I did not do anything.. but I had already admit...
YAH! I think I am CRAZY!
I regret for admitting to DM! I am innocence!
Why should I worry so much about it?
ALL BECAUSE OF MS HOWE!
SHE IS GIVING ME STRESS! I THINK SHE DONT EVEN KNOW THAT WE ADMIT IT!
I KNOW WHAT SHE WOULD SAY IF WE TOLD HER WE ACTUALLY ADMIT IT..
"YAH!YOU SHOULD DO THIS! NOPE!YOU ACTUALLY MUST DO THIS!"
LOL!
thats WHY we did not even care to tell her we came to admit it...
sOMEMORE! LYNN IS GIVING ME STRESS TOO!
LYNN:"I WILL NEVER FORGIVE THOSE WHO WRITE IT IN THE BLOG!"
"I WANT ALL OF THEM TO GET PINK FORM!"
I KNOW SHE WAS UP TO SOMETHING... WHICH I THINK WE CANT REALLY IMAGINED IT!
MS HOWE HAD BEEN SIDING HER...
YAH! OF COURSE WE DID NOT HAD ANY EVIDENCE TO PROVE THAT SHE ACTUALLY CYBER BULLY US AND PSYCHOLOGICAL BULLY US...
WE HAD BEEN KEEPING THIS TO OURSELVES FOR 2 YEARS OR FOR SOME OF THEM 3YRS!
WE DID NOT WANT TO MAKE THINGS BIG!
BUT.. ANYWAY.. NO POINT SAYING THAT! BECAUSE WE DID NO9T HAVE ANY EVIDENCE...
I FELT SO HELPLESS!
NOBODY IS ABLE TO FEEL WHAT I HAD BEEN FEELING NOW!
-HELPLESS
-SAD
-INNOCENCE
-STUPID
-CRAZY
FEELING OF BEING ACCUSED BY OTHERS!
i JUST FEEL LIKE KILLING MYSELF!
I BROKE DOWN TOTALLY!
I CRIED HELPLESSLY IN CLASS DURING POWER NAP!
HOW STUPID AM I?