CUTE? =]

Zzzz...

Sleepy in the morning...
Woke up at 11:30!
Never eat breakfast and straight away went to Mrs Kumar's tuition...
Changed my blogskin :))
My favourite colour PINK!
SONG? Got any suggestion? Cause I cant think of any NICE song to put leh... {that is suitable for both my bloglink and blogskin}
So.. Using 'BOLERO'-DBSK first :))

Well... I am excited for the trip to Air FAMOSA? {Did I spelled it wrongly?}
Ok.. forget it...
WOOHOO... At the same time... not going cca too! :))
HAHA~

post at 6:10 PM

Tree

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The reason I'm called tree is because I'm good at painting trees. Overtime I start to use a tree on the right hand corner as a trademark for all my watercolors painting. I have dated 5 gals when I was in Pre-U. There's one gal who I love a lot but never dare go after her. She doesn't have a pretty face, doesn't have a good figure, doesn't have outstanding charm. She is just a very ordinary gal.

I like her. I really like her. Like her innocent, like her frankness. Like her cuteness, like her intelligence and her fragility. Reason for not going after her is because I felt somebody so ordinary like her is not a good match for me. I'm also afraid that after we are together all the good feelings will vanish. I'm also afraid other's gossips will hurt her. I felt that if she's my gal, she will be mine ultimately & I don't have to give up everything just for her. The last reason, made her accompany me for 3 years. She watch me chase after gals, and I have make her heart cry for 3 years.

She wants to be a good actress and I'm a very demanding director. When I kissed my 2nd girlfriend, she bumped into us. She was embarrassed but smile & say "Go on!" before running off. The next day, her eyes was swollen like a walnut. I purposely didn't want to think about what causes her to cry but laugh at her the whole day. When everybody go back home, she was alone crying in the classroom. She didn't know that I returned from soccer training to get something. I watch her cry for an hour or so.

My 4th girlfriend didn't like her. There was once when both of them quarreled. I know that based on her character she's not the type that will start off the quarrel. But I still sided with my girlfriend. I shouted at her and her eyes was filled shocked. I didn't care about her feelings and walked off with my girlfriend. The next day, she still laugh & joke with me like nothing has ever happened. I know that she's very hurt but she didn't know that my heart ache is as bad as hers.

When I broke up with my 5th girlfriend, I asked her out. After going out for a day, I told her that I have something to tell her. She told me that coincidentally, she has something to tell me too. I told her about my break up and she told me about her getting together. I know whose the guy. He has been going after her for quite a while. A very cute guy full of energy, lively and interesting. His pursuit for her has been the talk of the school.

Leaf

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During Pre-U days, I like to collect leaves. Why? Because I felt that for a leaf to leave the tree she has been relying on for so long it takes a lot of courage. During the 3 years of Pre-U I was on very close terms with a guy. Not BGR kind but as buddy kind. But when he had his 1st girlfriend, I learnt a feeling I never should have learnt - Jealousy. The sourness in the heart can't be describe by using a lemon. It's like 100 rotten sour lemon. Sourness to the extreme limit. They were only together for 2 mths. When they broke up, I hide my strong sense of happiness. But after a mth, he got together with another gal.

I like him & I know he like me. But why won't he pursue me? Since he love me why he doesn't want to make the first move? Whenever he had a new girlfriend, my heart would hurt. Time after time, my heart was hurt. I begin to suspect that this is a one sided love. If he don't like he, why does he treat me so well. It's beyond what you will normally do for a friend. Liking a person is very heart wrenching. I can know his likes, his habits. But his feelings towards me I can never figure out. You can't expect me a gal to ask him right?

Despite that, I still want to be by his side. Care for him, accompany him, love him. Hoping that one fine day, he will come & love me. It's like waiting for his phone call every night, wanting him to send me sms. I know that no matter how busy he is, he will make time for me. Because of this, I waited for him. The 3 years were the hardest to go through & I really want to give up. Sometimes, I wonder should I continue waiting. The pain and hurt, the dilemma accompany me for 3 years.

Till the end of my 3rd year, a 2nd year junior begins to go after me. Everyday he pursuit me relentlessly. From outright rejection to a point in time when I felt that I'm willing to let him have a small footing in my heart. He's like a warm & gentle wind, trying to blow a leaf away from the tree. In the end, I realized that I didn't want to give this wind a small footing in my heart. I know this wind will bring this badly battered leave far away & better land. Finally I left tree, but the tree only smile & didn't ask me to stay. Leaf departure is because of Wind pursuit. Or because Tree didn't ask her to stay

Wind

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Because I like a gal called leaf. Because she's so dependent on tree so I have to be a gust wind. A wind that will blow her away. When I first met her, it was 1 mth after I transfer to the new school. I saw a petite person looking at my seniors & me playing soccer. During ECA time, she will always be sitting there. Be it alone or with her friends looking at him. When he talks with gals there's jealousy in her eyes. When he looked at her, there's a smile in her eyes. Looking at her became my habit. Just like she likes to look at him.

One day, she didn't appear. I felt something amissed. I can't explain the feeling except it's a kind of uneasiness. The senior was also not there as well. I went to their classroom, hid outside and saw my senior scolding her. Tears were in her eyes while he left. The next day, I saw her at her usual place, looking at him. I walked over and smiled to her. Took out a note & gave to her. She was surprised. She looked at me, smiled & accept the note. The next day, she appeared & pass me a note and left.

Leaf's heart is too heavy and wind couldn't blow her away

It's not that leaf heart is too heavy. It because leaf never want to leave tree

I replied her note with this statement and slowly she started to talk to me & accept my presents & phone calls. I know that the person she loves is not me. But I have this perseverance that one day I will make her like me. Within 4 mths, I have declared my love for her no less than 20 times. Every time, she will divert away from the topic. But I never give up. If I decide I want her to be mine, I will definitely use all means to win her over. I can't remember how many times I have declared my love to her. Although I know she will try to divert but I still bear a small ray of hope. Hoping that she will agree to me my girlfriend. I didn't hear any reply from her over the phone. I asked "what are you doing? How come you didn't want to reply?" She said, "I'm nodding my head". "Ah?" I couldn't believe my ears. "I'm nodding my head" She replied loudly. I hang up the phone, quickly changed and took a taxi and rush to her place & press her door bell. During the moment when she opens the door. I hugged her tightly. Leaf departure is because of Wind pursuit. Or because Tree didn't ask her to stay.

post at 11:17 PM

Back from Malaysia :((


Really very fun in malaysia lor!
Alot of interesting happenings!
Example:
1.My unnie new boyfriend who is a HONG KONG KID
2.Meet this special Korean guy who only knows how to speak Korean... =.=

My unnie got a boyfriend who I think is a nice person.HONG KONG GUY somemore!Now studying in university worh!{PRO isnt it?}

Finally got my OPPA's MSN leh!
But.. the account name sounds a little out

Meet this KOREAN guy who cannot speak other language accept for his language [korean =.=]
Korean guy:"annyeonghasaeyo!" *bow to us*
Cousins:"...??"
Me:"er... an..nyeonghasaeyo." *finally manage to pop out the word which means:Good afternoon*
cousins:"WOW! HUIYI! you know korean?"
Me:"er.. No lah... a little lorh!Who is he?Why there is a korean guy in our village?!"
Cousins:"OH~ Neh.. that HONG KONG GUY LAH!haha! He bring him here de!"
Me:"AH? You mean the korean guy is a uni- student?"
Cousins:"YEA.. "
Me:"oh~"

Then how can he study in a University in malaysia?He cant even speak eng.chinese?
Malay... He can manage a little...
ENGLISH? BROKEN

LOL! The korean guy is damn CUTE!
He ask me.."you like DBSK?"
I said.."yea...they very handsome..."

LOL!
DAMN ridiculous! FUNNY LORH!
Cause I cant even understand a word from him...
Lucky got my unnie's BF!
Or else I can die! Cause.. I cant understand his ENGLISH TOO! =.=
haha!

post at 4:37 PM

YOHOO~
Must be SHOCKING seeing me blogging?



Haha~ Just using the computer in my grandma's house blogging =]
HAPPY 'NIU' YEAR!!
We need to jiayou for this yr's 'O' level okay!!!
JIAYOU X3

post at 5:25 PM

PE was the second lesson...
RUNNING!! more than 3km?Both of my legs were just like jellyfish after running!
TIRED!
Went back to class after recess and had our physics lesson...
Maths lesson was okay.. didnt feel boring at least...{got dumbasses mah~}
Instead of doing maths, we were doing art.. lmao...
Lunch-ed with dumbasses and took a picture.. I will post it next time.. cause my blogger got something wrong with it.. NO POSTING OF PICTURE :((

Maths test in the afternoon and the weather was damn HOT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
The term test was quite managable for me... and the others were like saying it was difficult... {am I too over confident?}
AIYA! DUNNO LEH!
Rehersal in the hall and we were all sweating lorh!
Went home at around six.. with COOL

BREAKING NEWS!!
I finally got SCM's solo poster!!{from e-pop}
AND DBSK ang-bao{from e-pop}
OMG! FREAKING CRAZY!!
VERY SHUAI!!!

haha! I am random! I know! :))

post at 9:18 PM

MY new foolscap :))

HOHO!
Today was like very FUN lorh!
Tomorrow NO school!! YEAH!{Why am I so happy?NO HOLIDAY FOR YOU HARRY!}
Haix! Ya... Tml going school for ART...

TT was difficult leh! The passage A was like so damn diffiult! I was half sleep half awake.. Almost dozed off while reading Passage A.
The story was damn boring.. and it was just so difficult to answer the question man!

After school was so called party-ing with my COOL partner...
Sing songs{of course everything were DBSK's songs}
I was like so crazy until I sang in baby voice... lol
BABY DBSK?
BABY MIROTIC?
BABY PURPLE LINE?
BABY WRONG NUMBER?

LMAO!
Everything started with the BABY DBSK that we saw in the 'STAR KING'
They are so CUTEEE!
'ANEON-HASAEYO!JAEJOONG IMIDA-'
LOL! CUTEEE!!!

haha!


XIUHUI's TABLE drawn by ME!

post at 8:39 PM

I look so retarded with my new hairstyle... I am thinking of changing it when my fringe get longer first =] haha~
But.. still acceptable one!

just found out that my hairstyle look like EMILY!
The girl on the left.. lmao

post at 4:53 PM

I HAD GOT OVER IT!!!
PLS CONGRATS ME!!!




THANKS to DUMBasses and COOL!
THANKS for the accompany in the evening!
DBSK CRAZE!
'NEON NARUL WONHAE!'

Lmao!
THANKS EVERYBODY!
JIAYOU for TT!

Labels: I had GOT OVER IT

post at 10:19 PM

Sad.Sad.Sad



Everything had gone so ridiculous!
Finally the fieldtrip that I hoping for had came out...
However it's YOU, who messed it all!
Your set of ridiculous excuse was making me freaking unhappy!
You would be thinking that it was because of this fieldtrip thats why I wanted to quit SYF?
That was TWO different things!
I had somehow lost the passion in dance in DEC and I regreted not to comfront you immediately...
TT is coming and you expect us to go for CNY rehersal?

YOU might be thinking that I am a crybaby... but.. I had to say that, I had never cried till like this before.
No matter what happens I had never cried so seriously!
Finally I had get my aproof from my parents.. and I thought that it would be the money problem that might affect me to go... HOWEVER... This incident had proof me wrong!
It is ______ that stopped me!
Really messed up!

MESSED
WHY?Why is this happening to me? I really hope to go for fieldtrip! Everything in school had stopped me from doing that! What kind of school is this?
I thought he encourage us to join the fieldtrip! And it ended up like this!
MESSED UP!
CRUEL IRONY!

post at 8:34 PM

The 'applause' environment



Today is the 'O' level release of results...
Dam nervous during the period of waiting... >_<
Cause Mr Tan YK slowly walk slowly talk slowly press the slides...
Finally.. results were out at 2:45pm...
Mr Ng called my name.. And I was pleading the god,"OH god! Please dont make me retake 'O' level chinese again! I am SICK of it!"
Mr NG was like giving that kind of face and I was..."oh shit! B3 again?"
However... everything was different...
Mr ng held out his right hand and I shake it..."Huiyi, you must thank your MT teacher." Then he handed me my result slip...
And I saw... Grade: ONE!!
ONE!!
OMG! I lost control and shouted out with joy! OMG!
I really dont expect myself to get a one for MT! 'Cause it is marked with HCL...
0_0 But i did it! GOD had fulfill my target! THANKS GOD!

Mesaage to PYC lover:
bie qi lei! I know you do not want to retake MT! If you do not want to retake just dont sign! However... my mum said that it is better to retake...
But... If I was you.. I will think that retaking MT is a risk...
So.. it is up to you... Maybe you should ask for your mum's opinion instead... :)
Take care! DONT CRY ANYMORE! :))

post at 10:09 PM

Nowadays like zi pai so much.. lol...
Dunno why... just wanted to zi pai... haha! I had never like this before! maybe influence by who horh...
SLEEPY again! I am going to become PIG liao larh!! DONT SLEEP LIAO!!
OMG! HW was never be finished! Monday taking 'O' level MT results! >_< God! Please Help me man! NO MORE B3 for me!
Went to tuition in the morning at 10...
Actually going to Singapore Polytechnic{SP}open house de... but.. I never go.. cause I very tired and some more he is giving me face again!
Haix...
I dont care ler lah!
Next yr going to TEMASEK Polytechnic barh? Cause there got fashion design SP dont have.. :((


5n2 logo design by me leh... I showed it to Peimei..
Then she said, "Why help other class decorate dont help our class?"
PS! I think our class dont like my design since they dont like last year's one... then nvr mind lorhs...

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post at 8:33 PM

I am going to blog about SERINA...

SERINA SAYS NO TO EMO! {MYUK}

But.. in the end she still got her HP back what! lol...After this incidence she said,'Actually, Mr Nirav also very good...{are you being posessed? Or 'shao huai tou nao'?}

post at 7:17 PM

Lucky today dont have checking of grooming... or else I will be in dead end! 'Cause I did not change my skirt >_< *slack-ing*
Actually not slacking, I went on doing Mrs tan's homework...
Physics was taken by Ms Sherley Lim! *happy-ing*
Finally no "guai guai"[somwthing wrong] de teacher! haha!
Election of class commitee...
I want Murali to be our class monitor! He very good and respondsible!!
BUT... end up Ihsan became the class monitor :((
Lucky I only have to be ART rep! :))
Assembly was damn boring... sat in the hall until my butt pain =.=

Heard that even though we get B3 for 'O' level chinese, we had to re- exam again... Wah~~ I dont feel like re- taking the exam!! Waste of money loh...
Why are they forcing us to take?Why cant we reject it?
After school spend 1 hr teaching 'COOL' and _____ dance....
Quite a good achieve by both of them especially _____ :))
KEEP IT UP!!
Went to comics connection to find my Changmin sticker... but, out of stock!! :'((
That sticker very nice!!

'COOL' SELL IT TO ME LAH! PLEASE!

부탁합니다!{Pukhamnida Please!}

post at 10:05 PM

>>BOLERO-DBSK<<
Yami ni ukabu tsuki no stage ni odoru kimi wo yume mitanda
In my dreams I saw you dancing on the moon's stage in the dark

fukai fukai mune no kizu wo hitotsu hitotsu se owanaide
Don’t try to carry the burden of all the deep deep wounds in your chest alone

dare mo kimi wo semeyashinai kimi wa kimi de ireba ii sa
No one can blame you, its ok if you be yourself

kikasete itoshiku hakanaku tsubasaki de kanaderu bolero
Let me hear the lovely, fleeting wings of the bolero playing

maiagare kimi no kanashimi mo iyasareru basho ni mitsukeru sa
Soar high, you will discover a place that will even heal your sadness

kurai heya no naka mitasareru omoi mado kara afure
The emotions that fill up the dark room overflow from the window

yume ga tsunoru tsuki hikari no shita kamoshara ni kibou no rhythm wo kizamu
The moon’s light invites dreams giving rise to the hopes engraved in the rhythm *

yume ga tsunoru
Inviting dreams

kimi ga kimi rashii no wa jiyuu ni habataku kara
Since you appear to flap your wings freely

daremo shirukoto no nai kotae sagashite
No one knows the answer you search for

kikasete itoshiku hakanaku tsuba saki de kanaderu bolero
Let me hear the lovely, fleeting wings of the bolero playing

maiagare kimi no kanashimi mo iyasareru basho ni mitsukeru sa
Soar high, you will discover a place that will even heal your sadness

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